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Remixes

by Avi C. Engel

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I want to feel the thunder I want to taste the harvest In your mouth In your mouth Seeds spit out of darkness I want to taste the harvest In your mouth In your mouth Though I know you’re ruthless Though I know you’re heartless I won’t fly south I won’t fly south Yes, I will stay the winter I’ll watch the world grow dimmer I won’t fly south I won’t fly south
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to collapse in the fire isn't worth the pain she'll come and put me together again every time i cut off your head you grow another lovebirds mauled your hand when you reached into their cage tell me, what have you learned? the same fire fuels love and rage or some other sad cliche bloody roots of a flowering sky you can fry my third eye with your fingers of flame touch me, and dissolve my mind blue cascade of sound a simple bell the sea's singing bones your bloodied hand rests still upon the lovebird's throat
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I'm a lesser known god you've probably never heard of me
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swallow me and your body will grow into a twisted tree your limbs will blossom into rain and snow swallow me and I will take you home swallow me and your brain will bleed a poppy field into the mist of sleep your heart’s bright rivers turn to ice and snow swallow me and I will take you home swallow me and the sun will reap a monstrous birth out of the deep dust sea a wild life awoken, tangle of eyes and wings swallow me and I’ll give you everything swallow me and the stones will dream the grass will sing and the trees will speak all pain wrung out of winter’s fleshless bones swallow me and I will take you home
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once a white owl came down drank the colour from the world the sun folded on itself we couldn’t see our hands once a white owl came down made a nest in your sister’s house took your father’s eyes and your mother’s mouth led you out on a windy ledge once a white owl came down and gave your life another name play with fire, you can play with shame my indifference trumps every red card in the game once a white owl came down drank the colour from the world the sun folded on itself we couldn’t see our hands white feathery down dust in your hair have you come alone? you can tell me everything
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"If you get through the twilight You'll live through the night If you keep off the memories You'll make it all right... If there's somebody near you Then just hang on tight And perhaps you won't fall through That hole in the night" - Fran Landesman Like sea lions On a distant shore Bark their praises to a great sea god I sing my song I sing my song

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A gradually expanding collection of remixes.

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released December 26, 2016

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Avi C. Engel Toronto, Ontario

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I'm not writing the same song over and over so much as writing one long continuous song that will end when I die.

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